I still don't want to believe...

I met you, randomly we started talking one day and you complimented me on everything. You said "You're gorgeous", "You're cute", etc. You asked about my past relationships, I told you. You said "I would never hurt you". You start flirting with me and I start to think you're a really nice boy, then I flirt back and you ask for my number and I give it to you. Quickly; speaking to you became my daily routine, you ask about my day and we can speak all night. The night conversations were always the best. You would always ask me if I'm tired or if I want to go to sleep but I would always say no and stay just to talk to you. I got butterflies every single time you would talk to me. I would tell my friends how much I liked you, the you told me you. I was over the moon with excitement. I felt like the happiest girl in the world but then one day, you randomly stopped talking to me, stops putting the effort in and I had no idea why, I know something changed but I was confused. You stopped putting effort in and I became all clingy and felt like a pest every time I picked up the strength to say "hi" to you. I came to the conclusion that its all my fault and you're mad at me for whatever I have done. You said "sorry, I've been busy" so I let it go, but for days after maybe weeks and you'd still be busy constantly. Every time I talked to you it became an argument over the most stupidest of things..then I stop putting the effort in thinking it worked both ways, but it doesn't. Then I stop speaking, weeks or months go by and we still would not speak. I noticed that you called every other girl "perfect" and all the other things you would call me. You were fine without me. You had already moved on and I am still mad and upset. You forgot about me a long time ago, and I still don't want to believe I got played.